Q4 Blog Post 3

"The Host"
Stephenie Meyer

I have now read through 289. Since the last post Jared and Kyle have just come home from there long raid bringing back tons of food only to see that all the other humans have become friends with "the enemy". Jared is not only hurt by this but disgusted. he immediately comes to the assumption that the souls have now taken over his home, but he test there eyes and realizes that they are fine. All Wanda wants to do is end the inevitable witch she thinks is to end things quick and painlessly.

Journal entry (Wanda)
Its been so long living in this hole, not knowing who to trust and who wants to kill me. All i see every time i look around is angry faces no matter who looks at me. Jeb, Jamie and Ian seem to be my friends but Jeb seems a little careless, or just crazy to trust me so much. Maybe he's just a good judge of character. Jamie naturally trusts me because he is a kid and my host is his older sister. I tell him everything i know despite my better judgment. He is the only person in this hole that would give everything for me yet hes the only one who i do not want to do that. All i want is for him to be safe. Next is Ian. I'm not so sure if i can trust him or not because he is kyles brother and kyle wants me dead more than anything. He seems to be friendly and non hostile towards me but there is just something that doesn't seem right.
Melanie is my host body. for some reason her mind is as much present as mine and through out all this time together we have started to think as one. Our feelings for Jared are separate but exactly the same. We both individual love them. I'm trying to do whats best for Jamie but i just don't know what will scar him the least. Now Jared on the other hand we both love very much but he cant see that Melanie is still present. He see's "us" as just "it" an abomination, a freak of nature. All i want is for Jamie, Jared and I to become a family again.
Maybe im just getting "soft".